Womanhood · October 12, 2024

Death Wish

The taste of copper burns on my lips and I taste the betrayal.

The lies that shrouded the truth, the error that defined me for years.

You took from me what I never got to put to use.

I should’ve been the one who snuffed out my innocence, but you.

I should’ve been the one who fucked up my life, but you.

I should’ve been the one who told the lies and cheated without the impression of you lingering in my subconscious.

I waited with bated breath counting down to the day you would open your filthy mouth and explain yourself.

You took what never belonged to you.

You took what was never given to you.

You took what was sacred and marred it with your demented scales.

Fuck you and all who covered it up making it seem like I was mental.

Fuck you and all who knew the truth.

I am done understanding and ready to launch an investigation.

The abyss in my mind is my protector and friend.

He is coming for you and you will bleed the truth till your last breath.

I wait and pine in the darkness for you to hit the ground because my mind is bound to you in a way that my skin crawls and the devil laughs.

The darkness has always been my friend because it hides the scars no one can ever mend.

The kiss of fate that envelopes my being will wrap around your throat as I watch you scream.

I will dance and spit on your grave because you poisoned me and now I don’t know what my psyche would’ve been if you never affected me.

The despicion builds and surmounts a plateau of hate that sprays from my skin like acid flowing from a mountain.

I will burn you because you don’t get to see me and pretend you never hurt me.

I will hurt you but wait till you are lying there, look in your face to know you are really gone.

You will never be the death of me, even though you destabilized my stability.

 

 

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