Womanhood · February 8, 2023

An impasse

Stuck in the frame of your desires, you poke and prod your mind for answers to questions not meant for you.

Should I say something?

Or leave things unsaid? Undone even?

Stuck in the corner of your mind is the suggestion you want to make.

The suggestion that may break the growth of a situation

Or even a budding conclusion.

I swear the unprecedented is overrated yet exciting.

I don’t want to know yet I do.

I don’t want to think, write or feel.

It would be easier to block the memory from solidifying

To block this feeling from growing.

You have no idea how far down the road I am.

The fork in the road may seem confusing, daunting even

What do I do?

My brain is phallic.

Phallic in my decisions.

Phallic in knowing what I want, what I desire.

I know what I want.

I know who I want.

And it’s You.

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