Unplugged, I felt the emotions seep through my veins begging to breathe.
Unplugged I felt the moment pass as I told you what I wanted only to realize I don’t want that with you.
Unplugged I watched myself unravel into the person who can handle our arrangement.
I thought I never wanted that with you,
I thought I was opening up a part that needed to feel or even know something.
Unplugged you uttered words that gave my heart arrhythmia.
The sputter of my muffler as I realized that you turned my ignition on, put me in gear, and applied pressure to my paddles.
You are not my forever, and me telling you my position and desire out loud, only to hear you saying you aren’t trying to be serious made me realize that I don’t want to be serious with you either.
Unplugged I am letting my body feel the lavishness of your embrace so you can fill my needs and be gone.
Unplugged I am happy you want nothing from me because I am not ready to share.
In a few weeks, you will be a distant memory from which I will need no reprieve.
Unplugged I desire you chemically, riding to the rhythm of my loins, I feel your stare pierce me so fiercely I want to envelop myself in you.
Unplugged, my being and detached from the mundane atmosphere I want to rise with you as we ride the waves of pleasure.
Unplugged, I know I am walking on dangerous grounds but I will never give you the satisfaction to know how much you affect me.
Plugged into my ways that seek to defend my heart, and protect her as she craves to be held, desired, and loved, knowing she can give it back tenfold.
Unplug me from within as I take on the feat that bridles my mind and saturates my soul.
Unplug me from within because the cries of my heart are only heard by me, bring me into the fold of the darkness that protects me because its comprehension of my being is like none other.
This has been the only comfort I know and every time I walk away I am gently reminded that she will never leave me even when everyone else does.
Unplug me and teach me that I need to know where I am wanted and desired, not haunted and shunned.
The breath that leaves my body will linger in the air as I unplug myself to be with you wrapped in my darkness and ensnared.
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